need to feel loved

I know im such a needy slave.. but what can he expect. Master found me on Craigslist. He made me so sad when he said he was just browsing for asians to hook up w. It makes me feel not so special. We made love last night:> it was wonderful. I'm a good girl but when were making love I love to be naughty. It makes me sad how I'm always hungy. I never eat around because he makes me feel fat. I've been here Almost a week and I haven't eaten a normal meal. He is always criticizing me and hurting my feelings. I wish I could eat. I'm starving and I'm so sad.