anal beads

Master and I hit our five month Anniversary march 16! It will soon be six months then a year then forever! We have our UPS n our downs. Yesterday was one of our downs. I wanted to leave him and get on a train back to oc. We worked things out. I really need to get passed my insecurities but I really don't know how. My sex addiction is not as much as a problem anymore. Sex has been better lately. It's more passionate which I'm loving. I don't want to seem blind but I think we are really falling for eachother. Last week master put four anal beads in up my bottom! I loved every bead of it! Then he cleaned it off and put the beads in my kitty kat down there! Yesterday we had sexies twice and both times it ended in anal. Yay! Sunday when we had sexies at my parents house we were on exstacy! It was so sensual and tingly. It was amazing. I love making love with my master.. sigh...<3