why would master say that

Yesterday I told master why I didn't like him performing down there... he cut me off when I was telling him. He said he was busy and he had to go. Master said that I liked it... that I probably liked that client taking advantage of me. It hurt when he said that. Michael sounded really mad. Minutes after he hung up on me he called back and said he was sorry. Even though he apologized it didn't make me feel bebber. I feel like I can't talk to him after yesterday. I feel really crushed.