waiting for master

I get so lonely when master Micheal is away at work all day and night. I try to fill my time with oragami, friends, naps, shopping,massages, dancing, and going out. Even though I'm out I still miss him. It's hard because master Michael is my boyfriend, but shouldn't boyfriends be there for you? I feel like I can't call Michael if I ever needed help or if I was in a pickle because he wouldn't answer the phone, be at work, too far away, or busy. I understand he definitely needs his space and time to himself. I wish for my honeys to want to spend time with me and want to call me. We haven't known eachother berry long and its too soon to be putting pressure on our relationship. The blogging could be potentially healthy for us. I wish I had the dungeon to keep me busy... I feel like I haven't moved on from the dungeon and I'm still looking for that naughty fix of kink.