master says no

Master says he will tell my parents if I do the session I have with two famous mistress sisters. They want me because I'm Asian girl next door type. Master said he will also leave me if I did it.-_-" master doesn't play with me like how I need it or want it. He is berry vanilla and it make this sex slave berry sad. I need a beating... give me give me yum yum.. Mew...

lucky to have master

Master Michael txted my dad last night can I keep her forever or do I have to give her back?? My dad offered master $8,000 a year to take me. I'm not suprised. My parents are super traditional... master said he traded my dad a bag of apples for me. Master Michael said its weird how okie you are with everything. I told him I'm used to the whole arranged thing. My love for master is as boundless as the sea. Its nice to be with him in san Diego but I wish I had more to do out here. I just love spending time with him. Falling asleep and waking up in masters arms is to die for. He tries to be creepy like me and say I want to inject something into our necks and die in eachother arms like this. He also said last night that he wishes we could die already so we can sleep together forever. Hmmm .... what else did he say. Master wants us to be buried together in this certain cuddle position. He's so cute. The first time I ever went to san Diego master woke me up in his sleep and he said its time to get up. Were still connected.. lol creepy. The same night he was still sleeping and kissing my belly. He's so cute.

early bird special

My best friend and I tease master because he is so much older than us. She says oh gotta catch the early bird special or don't forget to take your baby aspirin. We went to bed weally early last night at 8:30.. I kept waking up because I'm used to waking up at four am. Master went to the gym to catch a quickie! He is such a health freak. It's cute. Master friend says I'm too young immature and we won't last long. She also wants master to go back to his old gf. My dad told me last night that Michael and I won't last long either. It feels like a lot of people are against us being together. Last night I had a dream that I was is the woods and master broke up with me because he said his friends didn't want us to be together. I asked him in the dream if we could try and work things out on my behalf. Master hesitated and said I dont think so. It was more of a nightmare than dream. I woke up and master was awake too! I told him what my dad said because it made me sad. I also told him about my nightmare and what his friends wanted him to do. Master said he'd rather have no friends and be alone than give me up. Yay I love my master!!

week in san diego

Things have been great between master and I. He still calls me a brat and a bad slave. I went shopping in gas lamp. I get lonelys in san Diego when master is at work. He comes home in a couple hours and probably going to the gym later. Sigh... I did some oragami stars. Mew..

intense family time

My master came over tonight to spend time with me. He was tired so he decided to stay the night. He's spending time with my dad since we found out my mom was in the hospitol and needs surgery. Master is drinking with my dad and spending time in the living room with us. I'm so happies this is all I wanted! To spend time at the house. Yay master is being a good boy! I'm so happy with my honeys. He trying good good clap clap.

in LA for business

Master went to LA last night for business. He will be here for the week. He promised he would take me to the midnight showing to harry potter because I've been dying to see it. It's our one month anniversary today. He didn't know lol so I told him. I think ill have to remind him. I have a gut feeling that he wont make it. He's been making me cry lately... because he makes promises but doesn't go through with them. But its okie I understand. My friends tell me to take it easy on him. I just wish I really had someone there for me someone I could count on..

love??

Michael and I just got off the phone. He said that he told his roommate that I'm the best girlfriend he's ever had. Michael told me that he thinks he really loves me and he doesnt want to lose me. Lets see how it goes.

why would master say that

Yesterday I told master why I didn't like him performing down there... he cut me off when I was telling him. He said he was busy and he had to go. Master said that I liked it... that I probably liked that client taking advantage of me. It hurt when he said that. Michael sounded really mad. Minutes after he hung up on me he called back and said he was sorry. Even though he apologized it didn't make me feel bebber. I feel like I can't talk to him after yesterday. I feel really crushed.

dirty dungeon session from new york

Master asks why I freak out whenever he tries to go down on me. I tell him I'm scared. he doesn't believe with how kinky I am why I don't let him go down. I completely forgot why I didn't like it. I had nothing to say when he asked why I didn't like it. But now I remember. When I was 18 new at passive arts studios I had a new client come in. Role call was called and that's when the girls are called up in a line and the client picks his choice of poison. He was new and he picked me. He was from new York and berry good looking. Handsome with dark hair and dark eyes. He was rich too so he was a big spending client. All the girls were jealous when he picked me from the line and I knew this. When I lined up I was shy and I didn't make eye contact with him but I did glance at him. I think he liked how shy I was. He chose me and I stayed shy but secretly excited because rarely ever do I get a mid thirties client. Usually they are old and gross. And to have a handsome from new York was rare for me. We went into session and I remember he specifically wanted role playing. Daddy s little girl. My safe word is cinnamon. He smacked me around in the face hard. Tried to make me kiss his pretty penis. I said no. He shoved his crotch on my face but I never opened my mouth. I knew better. He took control over me over powered me and man handled me. He licked my a hole and kissed me down there. Finger f ed my anus and down there. He covered my screams. Its hard to remember what happens. I remember him slapping me in the face hard.. when I ran for door he caught me by my hair and dragged me to the ground. I got rug burn. He rubbed his body all over me. Getting off. He said to act like I enjoy it. I couldn't pretend. He kept telling me to stop f ING crying but I couldn't stop crying. Especially with him hitting me in the face. It was gross when he forced kissed me. Shoving his tongue in my mouth. The desk finally called knock knock. The session was over and he wondered why I was still crying. He didn't realize that I was violated. Bdsm is different in new York and east coast. It's more hard core. He told me I was amazing and it was so real. I was beautiful. He became my regular. He left and he gave me 300 dollar tip. I cleaned the room and walked him out. The girls asked if I was okie because my make up was smeared and I was hiccupping from crying.

cancelled family fun

I told master that I wasn't going to make him come to the family party because I knew I was pushing it. It's selfish for me to make him drive all the way to oc just to spend time with me and my family. It's really important to me but its okie. As a slave I'm trained to know respect, boundaries, and restrictions. I must learn my place as a slave. I want to crawl in my cage.

visiting his slave

Master said he will be visiting me tomorrow from san Diego. He left LA for san Diego with his boss. we were suppose to have dinner tonight but I figured he wasn't going to make it. Which is okie because I'm berry much getting used to his busy schedule. I'm so excited that master will be coming to my family party. He gets to meet my family and spend a little time with them to gain their trust. He has researched how to meet traditional Filipino parents so master should be okie. Things have been great between us and have been only progressing. He's been telling me how sweet I am. Master has weally been making an effort. I wonder if he found the blog and now he is trying to mend our relationship and make it better. Lol I can only hope. He is so cute when he is in denial. I went out with my long time friend because I figured I wasn't going to see him tonight. He called and I asked if he was in san Diego. He said yes. Oh so predictable:> I told master I knew he was going to flake. Master said in denial that he doesn't do such a thing. Ke he so... cute. Let's see if he will come tomorrow... I'm so nervous to see if he will come. Eeek....

proclaims his feelings

Last night after dinner with my friends I went to masters house in LA. all of masters boss and co workers were sleeping. we stayed in the living room for a little bit and master was smelling my hair. master wanted to go upstairs so I of course I will agree to anything and everything he says. Master closed the door and as usual I take off my clothes like a good slave. hello kitty pink underwear was tonights party pants. Master was shocked to see me get undressed because he's a prude. he smiled and said make yourself at home. I got into bed and he did too after he turned off the lights. master Michael told me how much he loved me. he said the first weekend we spent togethers at my parents house he didn't know how much he liked me. and as he spends more time with me and the more my personality comes out the more he loves me. he also said something odd. master said he prays and wishes that nothing bad will happen to me and I will not get hurt. that he hopes if anything bad happens he hopes it happens to him. I love my master so much. He has weally come around. Last night we started kissing and he said we could only make love if I made no noise. which is berry hard for me. we had fiery quiet kitty time. nice and dirty just how I like it. master pulled my hair and scratched my back. he made me make a kitty mess and he made a kitty mess inside me too. We went to sweepies and I had to wake up early to sneak back home.

master loves me

Master Michael has been giving me a lot of attention and love. It's an amazing feeling. He has been calling more often and txting. He has even been calling to say I love you. As the days go on I love Michael more and more. Things have been wonderful between us almost too good to be true. He is still in LA for business. He leaves tomorrow. I invited him over Saturday for my family party. Master said he needed alone time this weekend. As a good slave I understand and will give master his space. I'm loving all the attention he has been giving me and the affection hes been raining on me. When I'm away from him I get so needy with these dirty sexual urges and fantasies. I just want to be rough housed tossed around by master. I want him to punish me. He rarely satisfies me because he can't keep up wth everything I want. But its okie because I'm the slave and I'm here to worship him. When I worked at passive arts studios dungeon I was paid $200 an hour for clients all over the world to worship me and suck my toes. No client could pay me enough for me to worship or kiss their feet. I would suck and worship master michaels toes for free.. because he's that beautiful. I love my master.

master listens peas!

On Halloween morgie and I went to san Diego to visit master Michael. We stopped at the gas station and master drove off without morgie having no idea she wasn't in the car. Master michaels was on the phone and I was tapping his leg and pointing out the window and telling honeys to wait... he said yeah uh huh baby and closed the window on my arm as he drove away. Lol master doesn't weally listen to me.

blog focus

Since the blog I've stopped calling and txting Master Michael. I used to txt and call all the time but he would he would rarely answer or respond because of work. I just keep myself busy by my blog about master. All I weally want is for master michaels to want to pamper and punish me. I love it when he calls me princess or slave. As much as master doesn't know how much he hurts me he still is a great boyfriend. Having an Asian sex slave like me needs lots of attention, love, rules, spankings.

waiting for master

I get so lonely when master Micheal is away at work all day and night. I try to fill my time with oragami, friends, naps, shopping,massages, dancing, and going out. Even though I'm out I still miss him. It's hard because master Michael is my boyfriend, but shouldn't boyfriends be there for you? I feel like I can't call Michael if I ever needed help or if I was in a pickle because he wouldn't answer the phone, be at work, too far away, or busy. I understand he definitely needs his space and time to himself. I wish for my honeys to want to spend time with me and want to call me. We haven't known eachother berry long and its too soon to be putting pressure on our relationship. The blogging could be potentially healthy for us. I wish I had the dungeon to keep me busy... I feel like I haven't moved on from the dungeon and I'm still looking for that naughty fix of kink.

brazil- saudi arabia- alaska-and all viewers!!!

I noticed the viewers and where they come from. Master Michael says I'm naughty and I do naughty things and I'm not a good slave. But really I am I love him. Pet him please him. Why is this is not enough? I like to call him daddy but sometimes I call him grandpa. When he gets out bed he makes me cover my eyes. I love to be nude and in underwear and sexy outfits because I'm a dungeon submissive sexy girl. One time he got into bed and master asked if I was completely naked. I said yes. I asked if it was okie because I sleep naked. He said he sleeps with clothes on. The next time I went to bed with him I wore clothes... actually underwear. He is so prude. Me so evil.

kink frustration

Since I haven't been working at the dungeon my kinkyness has been having some major build up. And my master knows this but not quite understands. I told him when we first met that if I had a boyfriend that was full on kinky with me I weally wouldn't do it at the dungeon for money.. it was just a plus that I get paid to do what I weally love. I could weally go for a good spanking right now. Master called me just now wight before bed and I told him how horny I was. He told me to go to bed. I told him fine ill just blog about it. Master Michael doesn't believe I have a blog about him.. Ke he. He wants to know what it is but I said no way because then he will know what I'm thinking.. its kind of a nice secret from him between all of us. I'm so into my master I started a blog because I don't want to smother him with all this attention. so instead of calling him all the time and texting him when I miss him I can just blog! I'm such a creep lol. I told my master how I take his dirty clothes and underwear but only because I love him in a creepy stalker way! Kehe. I smell his clothes when I miss him. He said its okie because its out of love. Atleast master thinks its cute. :>

my naughty urges

My lucky dragon knows I have naughty dirty urges. Sometimes master Michael who I like to call daddy... doesn't let me give in to them. I asked him to pee in my mouth and he said no way... Aw... I also have this fantasy of watching master Michael eat breakfast while reading the news paper and I'm on my knees on the floor watching him.. that would so turn me on and make me so hot. I like when I'm feeling shameful after I have intense kitty wild time. It makes me feel dirty. The other day master Michael took control of me and over powered me with his strength and made me eat his spit like a dirty slut. I secretly loved every second of it. He also slapped me hard in the face several times in the car. Every time he hit me I was shocked but it still made me so horny. He knew I loved it so he kept going. I love being daddys little princess.

meow meow missed dragon

Went to san Diego Saturday night. I left the rave super early because I was lonelys. I drove to the train station in my Fook mi costume but I missed my train. So then I drove all the way to san Diego in my parents car. My parents have a tracking device on my car. And they found me. I was a little wasted but its okie. I did it on complete impulse because I missed my lucky dragon. I got to his house at like 2 am. We went straight to bed. The next day we went for pho nummies. My dragon was like do you like Mexican food?! I said yeaaa. He asked if I wanted pho or Mexican?! I said I hate Mexican food. Lol. Since my honey is older he needs his senior citizen nap in the day. Keep in mind I'm 21 years old and Asian so I have a super high sex drive that's freaky. Plus I'm a dungeon girl so I'm extra kinky. I told Michael that in order to keep up with me we have to have kitty sexies Atleast three to four times in one sitting three or four times a day. Dragon says when iiiii was 21 I didn't have that much sex and at this age he doesn't either. Lol. I told him that's what he gets for dating a 21 year old Asian slash freak. We went to the movies and the arcade. I beat him at street fighter and he was talking mad shit to me before saying I wasn't good at gaming. But heddo I'm Asian. It's in my blood. I played ddr and he was surprised how good I was. Lol I trained ddr with my kuya when I was younger. I'm leaving for anaheim right now because he has business in LA yay!

officially cancelled

Michael just gave me the no go on san Diego. He said he should be coming to LA but he may not be staying at my parents house which is fine. Atleast he told me ahead of time. It just makes me sad how always unsure if we will see eachother. When we do see eachother we have to sleep early and wake up early. Be mature and responsible because he has work in the mornings. I know in the long run its going to be okie and its all for the best. But I would enjoy some quality kitty time. Michael and I have only known eachother a month and a week at most. I feel like its been way longer. In this same spiral routine of we are going to spend time together or not. I just got off the phone with Michael and he said not to get a ticket because he is driving a uhaul truck on Sunday so he wouldn't be able to take me home. I said I could take a train home but he said its too much money. Again I'm left here alone... on my blog about dating an older career oriented family oriented surf and snowboarder. I said its okie and I understand and that it happens when we are in a long distance relationship. I also said ill see him when he has time and that everything is fine. He says he will stay at my parents house on sunday but in all reality its never a for sure thing. The best thing for me to do is try to be understanding and let Michael know how I'm feeling by txting him a simple :< sad face. Maybe he will get the hint. When I told him its okie and ill see him when he has time he said Aww... now I feel bad. Not trying to do it on purpose and I'm sure he doesn't mean to hurt me on purpose either. It just happens. Meow meows just a little lonely. Left here writing about what its like to be a sheltered 21 year old Asian female with an alter ego as a submissive slave who is dating the older American boyfriend from the Bronx.

unsure train travel

No word yet on whether I'm going to san Diego. Michael might be coming to LA for business.. yay. Michael hates going to LA for work because he hates the drive! I love it because then i get to see him. I weally hope I see him soon. This blog that I'm making because I miss him doesn't weally help. Mew kitty sad. Me miss my honeys.

san diego or LA

Dating a an older guy I'm never sure of his schedule. Will he call me? When will he have time to text me? When will I see him again? He asked last night if I could go to san Diego today and be there by five thirty. I'm all packed. I got ready last night. I looked up the times and there is a train leaving at 2:30 pm arrive in downtown at 4:50. Or 4:40pm arrive at 7 pm. I usually take the later one. But we never know with michaels hectic schedule. He just called me and he said he might be going to LA tomorrow. Possible change of plans. I'm not surprised. I figured that already. I'm hoping that his boss and job decide to stick to the original plan of having to go to LA on Sunday mornings. Which will give Michael and I time to cuddle and sleeps in tomorrow. We haven't slept in together yet because he is always busy and always has work early the next morning whether it be san Diego or LA. For Halloween I was in san Diego with my best friend and he had to be in LA super early. He woke us up at five or four. Lol I don't remember because Morgi and I were so wasted the night before. He let us go party it up for our first time in san Diego together. He even dropped us off at the rave! We came in like tornadoes stumbling in at one in the morning. We mobbed it to gas lamp and came home at like two am. Showered together! Went to bed. He was like babe are drunk?! I was like yes. Not gonna lie lol. He never sees me drunk but I am a light weight. Michael says he will call me during lunch to let me know if I should hop on the train. I'll be here waitings...

meow meow what are you doing

Meow my honeys finally called. I haven't spoke with him much because he is always so busy with work, studying, sleeping, gym and everything crazy in his oh so mature busy lifestyle! Just what I wanted! I do get lucky when he txt let alone calls me whoo hoo! I love my honeys so muchies. He txted me call me. I said yes master michaels because that is what I call him. And I called him and I forgot everything I ever wanted to tell him! I haven't talked to him in forever and I can't believe I forgot...-_-" my master doesn't know I started a blog about him. Secret secret kehe. He is so much older than me I love it. Michaels is 13 years older than me. My mother told him that her first husband was 13 years older than him. That made Michaels feels ways bebbers about the age difference. When my dad first met Michael he said you do know my daughter is 21. Michaels said yes lol. He is in denial that there is an obvious age difference. It's cute. He picked me up from the train station went site seeing at his gas lamp places. The next day my kuya picked me for lunch and shopping. After my busy lucky dragon went to work I did dishes and went exploring and shopping at the gas lamp. It was walking distance. Well anyways my honeys called again and asked if he could call before bed. As usually I say of course. And that leaves me here writing about my honey buns because its what I do when I miss him. When I miss him I read his email that he first sent me and his old txts. I smell his pillow and his clothes. I left my pillow in trade for his. I also make tiny oragami stars that I collect and give to him. I just got off the phone with him. He asked me to visit him on Friday and be in san Diego by 5:30pm. Eeeeek. I just purchased vip tickets to I love electro but I would blow it for my lucky dragon! He wants me to go to bed. And he says that I'm crazy. I say crazy for him. I told him I'm revealing all his secrets to the world of Google. I also told him that I believe what he really does. And Michael said baby I already told you what I do. I said honey let's be realistic. He started laughing at me. Lol I said I know youre a secret agent using this new fake name and the old you died in new York and that is why you are now living in san Diego. He said I'm crazy.

long distance busy bee

The whole weason why I wanted an older boyfriend rather one my age because older boys are more mature, career oriented, family oriented, and just way bebbers than boys my age. My boyfriend who is why I created this blog was born December 25, 1976. He is a Capricorn like me ^-^" my lucky dragon was born on Christmas yay! I was born January 6, 1989. The day of the epiphany! We are so interesting! Kehe. I like to go out and dress up! Like sailors, kitties, top hats, all kinds of fun stuff! Last year for Halloween I was Fook mi from Austin powers. He said he I passed him walking to our car. Which I believe because when I saw him again I wore a different Fook mi costume and he noticed that the one he saw had Fook mi written on her lower back. So lol it was me! I showed him a picture from my home made costume and he was right lol! I got mad at him and said why didn't you say hi back then. So its funny because now we have a second shot of destiny! It couldn't have been bebbers timing. Oh another factor to why we met! My bestfriend who is my neighbor picked out my honey. I didn't choose him through the hundreds of letters and pictures. I said no way and she said he could be cute I'm going to send your number. My end result was him contacting me. I didn't know he responded to my normal ad. I thought he answered to my kinky ad. So I blew my whole cover of me possibly being normal! Lol. Just my luck that my honey doesn't mind but would prefer if I didn't do weird fetish sessions with weird old clients. It's something that I have to try and get used to. My honey doesn't believe I didn't have sex for money. Which I would never ever think about even trying especially because I liked playing at the dungeon for money with no strings attached. It's like a paid hobby I like to call it. I love my sweetie pie he keeps me totally kinda normal.

busy lucky dragon

The first time my lucky dragon and I were suppose to meet I arranged a reflexology massage. He said he couldn't make it because he randomly was asked to come to work. I said it was fine. He luckily got a promotion. Yay honey! Now he goes in and out of LA with his job which means I get to see him more. My honey is always so busy that he is so tired sleeps late and wakes up early. He is also a health freak so he is at the gym twice a day. It keeps him young for me Ke he. Don't get me wrong I love my new boyfriend he's great. Everything I wanted he surf snowboard athletic career oriented study oriented independent sweet handsome green eyes he's perfect. Except for one thing. He is always busy which I don't mind but aha I think he is a secret agent government spy person who works with satellites and microwaves. He has admitted to certain thing like oh baby I don't work for the governmet.. I work a geek something company who work with police to help the ghetto of some sort blah blah blah do you think that is close enough? I do. He calls things at work the lab and headquarters. Most people say office. I'm just saying. My boyfriend is totally a secret agent. Oh yeah when I saw the ids he yelled never look in there again . But he was joking. Now it makes me want to look.

why i made blog

Are you weady. My newly love named me his meow meow. My love is a long-distance relationship. It takes some getting used to but I'm okie with it Mew! I've come to believe he works for the government and is a runaway I don't know something?! Haven't figured everything out just yet. Let's start from the beginning and evidence that my new boyfriend works for something... when we first met his age was 30 then 31 then 33 going on 34. So many ages... in my ad it was clearly stated 21 and its the truth. But I spoke with my kuya who both live in san Diego says he lied to kick it. My new boyfriend also has told me on two accounts that he admitted he lied and said whatever to get me. Hello do you see how openly obvious he is being.
How do I know he's not a .... I don't want to say what I think he does. Lol. Oh another piece of evidence. The second time I visit him I told my honey that I left green Asian eye sleeping mask. I pull out the bed found my lost panties from my last trip to san Diego, my eye mask, and a neatly folded sheet. I showed my honey and he jokingly yelled don't snoop around. Meow. Lol. He was kidding. Later he was looking for paper. I asked why he had so many ids. I also asked is that why you live in san Diego and not new York? Because you are secretly living here running away from something?! My honey I think lives a secret life. Oh he's a black belt does martial arts and boxing. He is also trying for the not going to say... oh my lucky dragon says he is a something Engineer....Configure and implement wireless equipment and networks. He works with satellites and microwaves. Is this not fishy to you?!

all about me

Well... where do I start. I'm a sheltered girl all my life. My parents are super Asian and never ever let me do anything. Ever since I was 18 and in home schooling I worked in the largest dungeon in LA. You may of heard of it. It's called passive arts studios. Well I don't work there anymore because our Dave the slave murdered our boss killed our pet wolf and burned the place down. All this happened when I ran away to Oregon for a month. I found out by my friends dad on the phone and he found out over the news. I didn't cry when I found out and I'm still in shock. I miss being a submissive slave. The dungeon was my home away from home. I would do anything to get it back. I still can't believe the murder that happened when I was gone. I feel like no one understands where I'm coming from. My new boyfriend doesnt really understand my sadomasochist ways but that's okie! I love him being the normal one and me to be the total crazy weird one. He's like the ying and me the Yang. I've been dying for a spanking and a tickling and a beating. Hello is there anybody out there looking for a hot Asian slave girl?! Well if you are I'm your slave right here!!! Come on and line me up for role call because I'm weadys!!! Spank me tease me tickle me please me!

first things first

Let's start with my name. My newly found love calls me meow meow. And I like to call my new boyfriend lucky dragon. How we met is berry interesting. I put out an ad saying Young 21 Asian looking for hot 35 American blonde blue eyes. Who surf and snowboard. In the end result I got a 33 going on 34 dark hair with green eyes beautiful male specimen. We hit it off right away. The first time I ever met him was the first time he met my parents. My parents are super strict. He researched how to traditionally meet Filipino parents. The original plan was to view the meteor shower that Ive been waiting for all week but the weather was cloudy. We decided to go to a rave club but my date was too old to go in. We checked out a later running party down the street. It was our first time out. I was so nervous. We danced a little, kissed a little, sat a little. Went home had crazy quiet kitty time. He snuck in through the back hallways. Oh so bad! Now I visit him in San Diego on a train. He goes to LA for business all the time now. So I get to see him.